Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The Day

The day I became a dealer
the day I became gang related
the day I shot a gun
the day I saw a murder
the day I got locked up
the day I got snitched on
the day I saw the rapes
the day I saw u killed in my eyes
the day I shot u
the day I stabbed u
the day all this came along
the day this came to me
the day we hurt their families
the day I killed u
the day I buried a grave
the day I left u is still
hanging above my head
the day we jumped them kids
the day I gave you stitches
in your head
So when's the day it all stops?

Friday, September 25, 2009

What I've Learned

I been locked up four months now at NVJDH and I can say that I've learned a lot being in here. I learned that sometimes you need to let things slide, life's too short to be angry all the time. By getting angry at someone or something you're giving them what I like to call "your inner strength" and the control you need instead of yourself. I've also learned that many friends don't show their true colors until you're far away from them. Man how quick people forget about you. But as soon as you come back they make it seem as if nothing happened. I let it slide twice but this time I'm cutting them off permanently.