Last Time

I still remember the last day
we laid eyes on each other.
it hurt so bad cause I
knew it was the last time.
Jump outs
all you hear is "get on the ground
and you freeze."
laying beside you looking
into your eyes and I see the
fear
and the love you have
for me.
I wanted to tell you for
the last time I love you.
But I couldn't, I couldn't
say it cause I didn't want
to know that it was going
to be the last time.
I lay in my bed
thinking of you all night
and having a baby
grow inside of me.
I can wait for you but
I don't want our daughter
to ask when are you
coming back...?
I can't just be like....

Well...the last time....