Thursday, October 9, 2008
I hate having to be here again and miss time. I don't think I will be going home any time soon and it sucks because I can't see the people I care about, like my girlfriend and friends and family. I also don't know how long my girl is going to wait for me. It is also hard because there is no one I can talk to about all these things that are bothering me and I have no control over what the judge is going to do. My P.O. also came and told me that the police came to her and said that I am looking at 40 new charges just since I've been in here. It is sometimes hard to sleep at night because I have so much on my mind and have no control over the situation and can only wait to see what they are going to do with me.